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Literature
Monologue to my mother
Where am I? I don't know.
Who am I? Just let me go.
Am I afraid? It can be so.
But I'm still here.
Why?
Cause I know I have yet to grow.
I had been thinking: "maybe I'm wrong."
"I will just write a sad poem or a song
And it will be fine again and for long."
"I have to wait, I have to be strong."
I've got no clue what's going on.
My head is heavy, my thoughts - undone.
I'm in pain when I should have a fun.
I'm a daughter. But, mom, I should be a son.
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Literature
Love letter from Afghanistan
If we were married
I would never let you go before me
'Cause there may be a land mine, baby
And I would rather fertile the soil
Than see you
Dissolving.
If we were married
I would never let you go before me
'Cause I don't want to press you on your choices
But rather I want you
To choose me.
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Literature
Why women?
Why women?
People often ask me why do I choose women.
The answer is simple.
Men may seem strong and firm, that's true.
But so is a rock, a stone.
And where is a stone's sex appeal, huh?
Unless it is carved into a shape of a naked athlete
Or a nude Greek goddess.
But even then it's just a substance, a thing, a dead object.
Women, though, are beautiful in their nature
And it is much more than appearance.
Oh, how lively they are.
How emotional.
How fragile they seem
As if the gentlest touch could break them,
Like a soap bubble
Or a wine glass.
That's why you will always instinctively
treat them carefully, with caution.
You will never allow a single scratch to appear.
However, it is not a glass they are made from -
- It's a diamond.
Oh, women, truly you are beasts,
Making everyone believe you are weak
While being almost invincible
And having fingers capable of carving in steel.
Or a stone.
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Literature
Pierced
For me it sometimes looks like a duel or a fight
Where your mind is an armour and your tongue is a sword.
Watching this bloodless corrida I'm thrilled with each word.
I feel like at the noon in the middle of a night.
You draw the breath, hold all your good points, balance what's bright,
Then block his argument and I may seem to be bored
But you make me beg for understanding to my Lord.
With your last move you force him to crawl - you were right.
I'll train myself up slaying beasts of inanity.
I'll think hard and create just to have your eyes on me
Because for my heart it is the only way to be.
I'm craving battles, I'm only waiting for your call,
I am desiring deeply my own defeat and fall,
With your mighty sword I wish to be pierced to a wall.
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Literature
Spirit Day: It has been enough time
Closets are for clothes. It has been enough time.
Let's wax your chest and dress a fancy gown
Some eye shadow and lipstick will neither be a crime
Just don't forget to put on your glitter-sparkling crown
Closets are for clothes. It has been enough time.
Cut your hair and put the pack in the spot
Oh boy, your faken sideburns look better than fine
And how have you binded your chest all that flat?
Closets are for clothes. It has been enough time.
You don't bring shame but rather shine like a star.
No matter if it's a choice or a fixed design
The world is yours and you DO know who you are.
You are fabulous babe, even if sometimes bizarre.
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Literature
Psalm to the Author
THE BEAUTIFUL GOD, You are my LORD,
You are the author of this world
and Your word has created everything.
You surpass myriads of tongues
With Your marvellous ballads and songs
And all Your works are astonishing.
LORD, almighty, you created a poem
From a mixture of random signs.
Your mighty hand has erased some of them
To replace them with perfect rhymes.
You have put values in me to carry
To get people this way to know You.
That is how I exist for your glory.
LORD, You know well, how much do I owe you.
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Literature
How dare you speak.
How dare you speak.
You want to deprive me of my rights?
You want to take over my body?
You want to tell me how to live?
What makes you think you're better than me?
How dare you speak.
You want to kill my liberty?
You want to tell me what to eat?
You want to tell me how to live?
Why do you think you're better than me?
How dare you speak.
You want to tear my freedom down?
You want to preach what to believe?
You want to tell me how to live?
How dare you speak.
Clearly you want to crush my freedom.
You see...
It has never said it wants to live.
Why should I set it free?
Because if you try to save it,
it only proves your egoism.
How dare you speak.
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Literature
A tea
What is there so special about the tea?
How could it ever be so thrilling?
Is it the place where you drink it in?
Is it a taste from the leaves of a tree?
Or a pallid mist that there has to be
floating to the light like a nocturnal fly?
Or the golden colour that catches the eye?
Or maybe the shape of a mug is the key?
You see, I must know, because I swear,
when you suggested having tea together
Something has happened, something rare,
Something I wish that could last forever.
Oh, what is it about this tea?
Is it you or it's just me?
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Literature
[EN] Progressive income tax and friends - Act I
[Autumn but all the events are taking place indoors so the season can only be suggested with clothes and expression of the actors. Small, suburban, non-self-service grocery shop. There is a Clerk - a bespectacled woman in her sixties, wearing a make up that makes her look like she tries to look younger but it's easily visible that she is not twenty any more. Gray (or poorly dyed), short hair. She wears a smock with a logotype embroidered on the left side of her chest which is probably the shop's logo. She reads a pictured magazine.]
[Customer 1 comes in. He looks very ordinarily, 30 years old. Just an ordinary person. The Clerk shows no reaction.]
Customer 1: I am so sorry to bother you... Do you maybe possibly have some buns? [Asks as politely and humbly as he can, yet audibly enough to leave no place for misunderstanding.]
[The Clerk shows no reaction.]
Customer 1: ...Excuse me?
[He forces himself to smile]
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Literature
Grafomania uczuciowa popelniona przypadkiem
Myślę, że jesteś osobą, po której płakałabym, gdyby umarła.
Na prawdę tak myślę.
To zdumiewające.
Jeszcze nie tak dawno temu byłam pewna, że niemożliwe.
Z jakiegoś powodu sama myśl o tobie
ściska mnie za gardło, lewe płuco i śledzionę.
Nie wiem, gdzie jest śledziona,
ale myślę że właśnie tam, gdzie ściska mnie ta myśl.
I usiłuje wyrwać.
Każdy organ po kolei.
Po maleńku, pieszczotliwie
rozbiera mnie na kawałki.
Na elementy pierwsze.
Twoje delikatne paluszki zanurzają się między płatami mojego mózgu
tak, że nie jestem już w stanie skupić się na niczym ani nikim innym.
I marzę tylko o tym, by nasze umysły kiedyś stały się jednością.
Perfekcyjną jednością.
Perfekcyjną. jednością.
Niepotrzebne by mi ju
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Literature
[PL] Progressive income tax and friends - Act I
[Jesień, ale akcja odbywa się w budynku, więc widać to co najwyżej po ubiorze i ekspresji aktorów. Wiejskomałomiejski sklep niesamoobsługowy z podstawowymi produktami spożywczymi. Za ladą siedzi jakaś babka koło 60 w okularach, umalowaną jakby próbowała wyglądać młodo, ale widać, że dwudziestkę ma już dawno za sobą. Siwe, krótkie włosy. Fartuch z wyszytym na lewej piersi logiem, prawdopodobnie logiem sklepu. Czyta jakieś kolorowe pisemko.]
[Wchodzi Klient 1. Wygląda bardzo przeciętnie, na oko lat 30. Sprzedawczyni nie reaguje na jego wejście.]
Klient 1: Przepraszam za najście, czy macie może bułki? [Stara się mówić najuprzejmiej i najpokorniej jak to tylko możliwe a przy tym wystarczająco głośno i wyraźnie, aby nie było niejasności]
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Literature
Urodzinowy wiersz dla Su.
Czy dzisiaj może nie trzydziesty kwietnia?
Czy czasem nie czyjeś urodziny?
To prawie maj, już prawie pora letnia,
Dostajesz życzenia od całej rodziny.
To możesz mieć też ode mnie:
- Niech cię szkoła zupełnie nie nuży
- Niech ci się czekanie na autobus nie dłuży
- Niech ci prąd i internet ZAWSZE działa
- I niech się już NIGDY w dzienniku nie pojawi pała
- Do tego dużo swobody i totalnej wygody
- Jasnej pogody dla podkreślenia twojej urody
- A dla zaspokojenia mody - złamania nogi,
- ...wysokich lotów
- ...i szerokiej drogi
- Weny i czasu na rysowanie
- Żebyś zawsze miała swoje zdanie
- Spełnienia życiowych ambicji i planów
- Przystojnych blondwłosych, niebieskookich panów
- Zapasów szwedzkościo-argentyńskości
- A tak na sam deser - DUŻO MIŁOŚCI.
Niech ci wkraczanie w dorosłoś
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Literature
Modlitwa II
BOŻE, WŁADCO NAJWIEKSZY Z WŁADCÓW,
TY, który zachody słońca na niebie malujesz,
Który mech na kamieniach i drzewach rysujesz,
Który dajesz natchnienie dla poetów i bardów,
PANIE, to TOBIE służą dzień pogodny i szkwał,
To TY mówisz gruszom, kiedy owocować,
TOBIE służyć, to jak najwięszy skarb przyjmować,
TWOJE imie głosić, to najwyższa z chwał.
To TY, KRÓLU, mówisz gwiazdom, kiedy gasnąć,
TY decydujesz, kiedy ma być koniec lata,
TY mówisz starcom, kiedy pora zasnąć,
TY JEDEN znasz wszystkie tajemnice tego świata.
Dlatego to do CIEBIE przychodzę z błaganiem:
Czy mógłbyś go, proszę, uzdrowić, PANIE?
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Activity


  • Listening to: TAS mixed with Anti-flag and Death Angel
  • Reading: Humon
  • Watching: Matthew Santoro
  • Playing: Atlantica Online and some random pbf's
  • Eating: Mah' veggies
  • Drinking: Water mostly
It finally happens. Since I do not associate with Astazja name anymore and I cannot change the nickname without paying for the premium account I decided to switch accounts.

I probably won't touch this account anymore, so if you have anything to say about it, send it to my new profile.

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Birchwood-Jones Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2015   Digital Artist
:icondragonhi: I noticed you were also a Christian! :happybounce: May our most gracious Horned Lord bless you in abundance! Keep fighting the good fight!
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Madam--Kitty Featured By Owner Mar 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! wanna join my new group? it's called Anti-Illuminati-01. anti-illuminati-01.deviantart.…
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HeidiK1 Featured By Owner Dec 8, 2013
Thank you for the :llama:
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HeidiK1 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013
Hello, thank you for the :+fav:
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Astazja Featured By Owner Dec 7, 2013
Your work deserved it c:
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sirsamvimes Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2013
Sto lat
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Astazja Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2013
Dzięki c:
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Athri Featured By Owner Jul 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
A ja Ciebie widzę *_*
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okasynka Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2011  Hobbyist General Artist
totalnie dziękuje za fav :hug:
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1Kasumi Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2011
Będziesz robić ten cosplay na yappari?
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